Saturday, July 25, 2009

what to say?

spent only 2 nights in hillpark this week.i am afraid of schooling time,meeting hour.
have to worry about food.about transport.about study.about expo.about myself.
cant stop worrying and feeling guilty most of the time.
lots of miscommunications lately.and lose control easily.a 'not-so-important' friend of mine told me it's common recently as most of us start shouting at each other whenever in rage.
what a pity scene.

feeling i've been lost contact with old friends for quite a long time.
i know some of them are back.some of them are leaving.
good luck people, and all the best.sorry for my long absence.

Friday, July 17, 2009

frus week

hectic life for one whole week.
cant concentrate in lecture.
cant do tutorials.
cant understand what the hell stochastic is.
cant get my jobs done well.
cant control my own temper.

wonder why i am torturing myself.
finally i get to know how important communication is.
yet some funny jokers are still in the dark about it.
went three meetings today.
meetings duration are even longer than time i spent in lecture hall.
conflicts within the committee members lead our meetings to the almost-boiling point.
well,i feel released,anyway.finally i voiced it out.

tired.

Sunday, July 12, 2009

just blog



ha...back to hillpark again....finally i brought my table and chair.er...gotta thank Dr. Leow for donating me the chair.hmm....at least i get something done for myself after one week using bed as table.moving out from college and staying here with some friends isn't as happy as i think.papa and mama keep complaing about this place....i dont want to tell what i had been gone thru here for merely one week which could drive me crazy and feel regret after all.but for sure,i will settle down using my own ways no matter how.i need time.the beginning of everything always seems as the worst situation for me.it means things will become easier and easier to be controlled,hopefully.

sometime some kinda weird stuffs keep floating in my mind.i wish i could express my thoughts thru words in blog.well,when i come to criticizing something and the person or people i am complaining about might have following my blog, and i dont like to cause hard feeling with anyone else,so what should i do?
hey dude,i am kind ok?

been thinking of this problem for days and finally i am cured.
because,
this noon went big apple desa parkcity.haha...with the one i like the most!!

dadada....!!

he's my cousin's son..cutie John John!!!
haha..
mood becomes good just by looking at his photos.

Friday, July 10, 2009

1st week @ 3rd semester

Saturday morning....just woke up from ling's bed,in 9th college.wow...such a great feel right here.last night we had movies together in Sri Cempaka 4-13.ha...so-called 'porn'.well,it's just kinda romance.
visited my ex-roommies....no big difference..still in the same shape....

miss my time in this college so much now.

my first week in this sem just ended like nobody knows.meeting and meetings everyday.exhausted...

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

actuarial battle

these few days was busying to add and drop the subjects we have taken due to the limited quantity of availability.stochactic..finally i got it after the first lesson.the lecture hall is full in fact(including us who attended the class illegally.)however,the lecturer did not allow us to register manually.well,many students who are in the same case had registered the tutorial class.haha...if i were not queueing for the registration there,i might think there's a bonanza falling and people were pushing each other just to write their precious name on the paper.sigh...what a pity scene...
still,until today some of my course mates haven't got a chance to slip into the class legally.
as well as regression analysis, same case.i have no worry since i have not taken statistic which is the pre-requisite.
they were scolding the lousy system for limiting the number of students accepted.we actuarial students gotta suffer lots in third year if we dont take either these 2 subjects earlier.hmm....
suddenly recall something interesting said by deputy higher education minister,Dr. Hou Kok Chung during lunch with us yesterday.he meant UM is good(few of us were laughing), how many universities can provide good students in bad situation.haha...we laughed even louder.but it's true.we dont criticise our own university.we will be the laughing stock but not the university.yeah...we learnt a lot in the conversation.(even much more than what we learnt in calculus III as we skipped class for the lunch with Dr. Hou.)
today started the first lesson of life contingency,taught by an actuary who taught us financial maths in last sem.a strict yet funny indian man.the first lesson in life cont was learning on how to predict people die.arghh.....fun..

first week of second year in actuarial major,touching insurance,finance and economic...new things coming in....
be prepared for the next battle....

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

i'm blue


my working time in clinic finally comes to an end.
thanks to Loh for your McD meal....
thanks to Yap for the farewell party....
thanks to Wan for telling me i am such kind-hearted person to you....
thanks to Dr. Leow for letting us to make fun of you when you were bullying Wan...
thanks to Dr. Chew for telling me how to do pap smear....

July starts...
Sem 3 starts...
I am senior for junior...junior for senior...
I give up FM....
21 credit hours this sem...
gotta take bus to uni this sem....alone....


activities : hell lots
$$ : not well-controlled
time : lack of

mood : BLUE

people i am not happy,please make me laugh.