Monday, November 30, 2009

SER 08/09 take 1

ahah yeah....enjoying holidays huh everyone?
i am having my super nice holidays too~~
let's see....before exam, study and indulge in facebook plus a superb weird habit which is SING K! well sing k doesnt sound weird but we this kinda future actuaries had skipped class then went for redbox!! hahahah......we sing we sang ~~whenever wherever~~ as if soon we are having a somewhat important lyrics test so we gotta pratise all the time....
haha..the very first time we went redbox together.....anyway i am still thinking we just want to prove actuaries are not dummy to Mr. Ravee. we sing well , score well (some only)...dont look down us~~though we didnt sing your 'I Had A Date With Spring'...yoyo~~~
ha...we did enjoy a lot until 8something~~woohoo~~dinner time.where? THE SHIP!!!
here comes a damn good adage from chun chun who was worrying about his wallet :
‘会不会不够钱给的啊?’
‘你不够啊?现在走出去还来得及。order了而已嘛...他又不会骂你。。。'
‘他骂我不用紧,最怕他笑我。。。’
*rolling on the floor laughing....like hell*
but none of them found out this 'laughing point' and kept looking at freaky me.
woohoo~~the funniest incident is 88 was asked : 'leng zai, gam man yiu wan lui mou?'
hahaha....we taught him to give standard answer next time, ' ngo yiu tong ngo yat yong gam gou ge wo~~yao mou?''
laugh laugh laugh all the way~~

very soon comes another chance to ronda redbox again~~
after a test(is it microecon?arghh...forgot...)....celebrate wo...plus first anniversary of SER..kononnya~~
ok..this time sunway~~10 of us filled up 4rooms~~different room for different type.we have duet, ang mo songs, chinese hitz songs and 'screaming' songs....ran in and out ...fuh...
anniversary dinner at chicken bufet(few kaki ditambah)=12kaki now....woo~~12 people can argue for discount price....ha,price discrimination~~
we ate, we crapped, we talked....until ......forgot about the time~~

if were to about this SER 08/09, damn long story....
we used to get a noob reason to hang out or make some events....when we have nowhere else to go, the last resort sure goes to the 'ma lat lou-s' house.E empat satu satu~~the place where we haunt all the time~~
steamboat~birthday celebration~after-test/quiz celebration~
the most updated celebrationS were after final exam...5people in 1 go~~hoo~~~this time we have heineken~~yeah~~ngo mou zui~~ngo mou chee sin~~~
dig...dig...dig.....found some secrets~~woohoo~~~

memang crazy after exam....but not as crazy as before exam~~
life of SERians are dull during holidays~~sighing everyday~~


ha...come back to topic~now after exam, but not in holiday mood~~
i have an alarm....everyday no matter what time: duk xu ah!!!
not my mama~she is another godlike auntie~~only allow me to watch drame for 'yat zhan'..
see la~~we love schooling time~~because most of the time we are not studying~~

next sem no more motivation to attend lecture~~
我们要上课上到拿奖!!
why?
because sure the day will come?
which day?
we will be the only gang going to class although the lecturer has informed that next lesson-CANCELLED,given we are in the class when the lecturer is telling this~~
see la~~nobody can fight us~~

ok....get back to my book now~~

Friday, November 27, 2009

you know maybe it's time for miracles

窗外阴天了
音乐低声了
我的心开始想你了

电话响起了
你要说话了
还以为你心里对我有想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了
是你变了

灯光熄灭了
音乐停止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了
人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了

朋友说,他每次听这首歌都会不经意地滴下眼泪,却还硬要约下次唱K一定要合唱这首。
我还真不信他那个大男人会这么感性。
原来这首歌真的可以疗伤。
纯纯几句简单又易记的歌词是那么地贴切。
不接电话,因为声音变了。
分享喜悦的感觉没有了才收到你的一句恭喜。
病了,还是觉得没必要让你懂。
几天的不闻不问,好像已经习惯了。
没有怨,因为我做了这样的选择。
朋友说你应该这样那样,我帮你挡了。
每样都兜得美美的,一副还很幸福开心的样子。
朋友都会问你真的OK?
我真的OK吗?
我不懂了,现在只感觉心和喉咙一样痛。

Friday, November 20, 2009

damn shit

Rational people think at the margin.
dont cry over the spilt milk.
i learnt all these. fate is in hands?really?
why why why!!!???
coward,timid, fragile!!!!!
that's me~
sucks...

hell kanasai!!!!

damn!!! did badly,score badly.useless hopeless aimless now.
P(CGP=4.0)=0
P(CGP=3.7)=0
P(CGP<3.0)>0
lost....totally lost
titas=hell
prob and stat = ?
calculus = ??
stochastic = another hell
life contingency = big hell
microecon = deep hell

the joke after the last paper:
Me : shall we discuss about our subjects to be taken in next sem?
Everyone :( in silence)
Me : Oh, same as this sem,is it?
Everyone : (rolling on the floor laughing)

my joke is going to be realized. no more jokes.

Saturday, November 14, 2009

exam~~

battle begins~~

Sunday, November 8, 2009

when & why

It's already 2am. again. i am get used to such life. sleeping late. you know why.
when are you going to read this?
why not i email you this?

Friday, November 6, 2009

对不起,谢谢~

曾几何时,我非常自责。是我自己自私,才会对你带来伤害。我以为可以很潇洒,原来我还很在意你明不明白。原谅我无数次的谎言,减少对你的伤害可能是纯纯一个借口,可是到了现在,我们还需要知道真相吗?可能下次你再问我,我会给不同的答案,可是我依然不想伤你。

两年多后,原来你还是想知道答案。你说你了解我,我也以为你是,可是原来你还没。是我变了吗?变得会掩饰?还是你变得不了解我了?原来我们之间有一道隐形的墙,你说的。

为什么纯粹找你聊天需要理由?
为什么你要让我回忆从前?
为什么你还在讲道理?
为什么面对面我却说不出我想说的?
为什么你要问如果?
为什么你要有和别人不一样的地位?
为什么你要比较?
为什么我还是会怕你想太多?
为什么两个小时可以让我自责两年多的感觉消失了?

原来我其实很羡慕你~
原来我和你一样犯贱~
原来我高估了自己~
原来我没有后悔~

对不起,谢谢