lost in somewhere

feeling disappointed when you are not there,no mails,no messages,no calls.

feeling to hug you tightly whatever happened.

only your hug can settle me down.and you know this very well.

please come back to me.

i need you so much.

sorry

i'm sorry to say, your parents are selfish. i apologise for what i have done to you although it's absolutey unfair to you. i need sometime to recover from this. i regret over this after all.

grown up

人生偶有坎坷，不可能风平浪静。

patience

有时有些事，你等一辈子也不会等到。

regret

the first time i saw his tears. i know he is suffering as much as i do. i cant help out anything. i am regret for my own fault. i am nervous to face the consequences all alone. i hope to hear from him soon. i am waiting all the time.

never worry about me. i can go through all these.

grey zone

i was late to exam today. the stupid rapidkl driver was late,why? waited for half an hour to get in, then the bus is stopped at LRT station for 20 minutes. damn it. it was already 1.50pm and my exam is started at 2pm. the traffic wasnt smooth and it takes at least 15 minutes to reach UM. well, i was late, for sure. somemore we were caught in traffic jam somewhere in front of the law faculty due to the convocation. sigh...luckily i was late for merely 5 minutes or else .... i shall curse someone again.

feeling dont like to talk much lately. mad at someone or somebody easily. i have lots to talk, but i dont have the mood to talk. there are many obstacles in front of me right now, i wish i could settle everything pretty well. i never expect anything, i dare not to think. there are both angel and devil inside my brain. studying life contigencies all the way but in fact, what's the formula to predict my next second?

lonely tears

i can control myself very well.

but i was almost burst out on the day which was supposed to be a happy day to us.

sorry for it in all of a sudden.

it had been for a few days i dropped them on my tutorial papers apparently.

i am not tough enough to walk through all these alone.

i can hardly be strong and self-dependent.

i dont speak what i think because it might hurt.

i cry because i am hurt.

i am selfish to let go what we have built up so far.

no,not selfish,just somewhat stupid.

i am willing to be stupid in such a way, indeed.

kiss the rain

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=so6ExplQlaY

tears halted halfway as happiness conquering my feelings vaguely.

out of difficulties,makes miracle

how far do u agree with this adage?

i am going to proof it.